"Tiffany?" a voice called to me. My eyes were closed. When I
opened them I was in a crib. I immediately noticed that things
were totally weird. "Tiffany?" the voice called again. I tried
to sit up in the crib but I couldn't move! I felt a warmth
around me and then noticed a beautiful lady standing by my
crib. "There you are Tiffany." The voice called. It echoed
like it was in a cave or something. Everything seemed to be in
slow motion too.
The lady picked me up. She looked so much bigger than me. She
held me in her arm and rocked me. I looked up at her face. She
reminded me of mommy somehow. As she held me and walked around
the room I caught a glimpse of us in the mirror. I could
hardly believe my eyes. I was a tiny little baby! And this
woman was normal size and she was holding me. I was dressed in
a baby sleeper and had on a disposable diaper. I didn't panic
at all, I just felt a warmth being against her breast. It was
a security like I only felt sometimes when being breast fed by
mommy. I felt so safe and calm there in her arms.
The lady laid me on the changing table and began to change my
diaper. I started to cry. She tickled me and gave me kisses on
my tummy. I giggled and cooed like a baby. "Momma." I said. It
was hard to even think of words not much less speak them.
Everything was sort of blurry off in the distance. The only
thing in focus was mommy.
Mommy picked me up and carried me out to a balcony where there
was rolling hills and green forests and blue skies. The air
was cool, and the sun was warm. Mommy let me sit on the
balcony rail as she held onto me and let me look at the birds
and other things below. I had an urge to float in the air or
to fly. Mommy let me go and I leaned forward and fell off of
the balcony rail in slow motion. As I was falling I just began
to hover. Then I was able to fly!
"Come back baby." Mommy said from the balcony as I flew around
in the sky and flew off towards the clouds. I was giggling and
having fun. Mommy jumped off the balcony and began flying with
me. I was in a baby outfit and a diaper. Mommy had a long
flowing dress on much like a wedding dress. It fluttered in
the wind as she flew along side of me. It was all slow motion
and felt so peaceful.
I saw a bunch of small kids and toddlers playing in a huge
playground in a grassy area with a little river flowing
through it. I flew down and splashed about in the river
getting my outfit all wet. Mommy flew by and caught me and
picked me up. "Now look at you baby, you've gone and wet
yourself." She said as she held me close to her as we flew
back to the balcony we had been standing on earlier. As we
flew back I noticed that it was a huge castle that we were
Mommy landed on the balcony on her feet and carried me into
the room and changed me. Then at this point it seemed as if I
was no longer an infant, but a toddler. I walked down the hall
with mommy and down some stairs while holding mommy's hand. We
entered the courtyard of the castle and it was beautiful.
Mommy took me into this large room with cold and diamonds
everywhere. She sat in a golden thrown next to a man dressed
in kingly attire. Mommy held me on her lap and unfastened her
robe and breast fed me there in the room while other people
were around paying respect to the king, which I assumed was my
father. After I had suckled on mommy's breasts she then held
me and burped me and let me fall asleep in her lap.
"Tiffany?" My eyes were still closed. "Tiffany?" the voice
came again. I opened my eyes. I was in my crib and mommy was
leaning over the crib and checking my diaper. "Honey come on
wake up sweetie." She said. I sat up in my crib and looked
around. I was in my room. "Mommy I had a really cool dream." I
said as she was changing my diaper. I told her about it while
we ate breakfast. I left for school a while later and during
one of the morning classes I had some free time so I began to
draw a picture of the king and queen and me on her lap being
breast fed. I drew it with crayons and it was really cute. My
teacher walked by and saw the picture. "Do you have your work
done yet Tiffany?" "Um not all of it." I mumbled as I tucked
my picture into a folder and pt it in my backpack and went
back to doing some math problems.
During lunch Robert and I were talking about some stuff for
the band. Robert taught me a few things on guitar. His dad
played, and had taught him some stuff. "You know Robert, since
you already can play guitar, we could use a bass player. None
of us girls have big enough hands for that." Emily said. "Yeah
Robert, I think you'd do good at it. See if you can get a bass
guitar and amp for your birthday. It's only a couple weeks
away." I said. "I'll see what I can do. It would be cool to be
in your girl band." Robert said.
After lunch we went to class. I still daydreamed about the
dream I had the previous night and had a hard time paying
attention in class. On our second break in the afternoon, I
went to Miss Megan's to get my diaper changed. The last class
went by faster and the bell rang. Emily, Laura and I got on
the bus and went home. We decided not to practice this
afternoon since we all had homework and a test to study for on
Friday. I walked in the door and said hello to mommy who was
folding clothes. "Hi baby. How was school today?" "Good
mommy." "Do you need your diaper changed?" "NO, I am just a
little wet." I said. "Come here let mommy check your diaper."
She said. I shrugged and then walked over to her. She pulled
me over her knee and tugged on my pants waste band to look
down the back of my diaper. "Nothing in there accept your cute
little hiney." Mommy teased as she patted my bottom. She then
reached her hand in the front of my pants and squeezed my
diaper to feel how heavy it was. It was barely wet. "Mommy." I
giggled. She just held me on her lap. I put my thumb in my
mouth and let mommy rub my back.
Mommy got up and laid me back on the couch. I was half asleep.
Tammy woke me up for dinner. "Hi baby." She said as she gave
me a hug. I went and washed my hands and set the table for
mommy. Daddy was out doing some computer work. But he came
home just as we sat down to eat. We had a yummy dinner. After
we were done eating Teala and I washed the dishes. Tammy went
to get a shower. While Teala and I stood there by the sink I
began to feel pressure in my bowels. "I gotta go poopie." I
said to Teala as I slightly hunched over the counter and began
to push a little. I felt my messy squish into my diaper. I
smiled when I was done. "Feel better baby?" Teala asked. "Yep.
It always feels better to have a load in your diaper than to
have it inside you." I said. "Yeah, I know what you mean."
After the dishes were dried I went to find mommy. She was in
her bathroom. "Mommy." "Yes baby?" "I think you should check
my diaper now mommy." I said. "Ok come in here then." She said
as I opened the door. She had a towel wrapped around her but
her top was not covered. She had just gotten out of the
shower. She sat on the toilet and I stood in front of her. She
turned me around and then tugged on my waste band of my pants.
"Yep, you've got a messy hiney little girl." Mommy said.
Mommy took me down the hall into my room. She changed my
diaper. She then sat down with me in her lap on the edge of
the bed and breast fed me. I very much enjoyed this. I laid
there on the bed in her lap. I kept her nipple in my mouth
even after the milk was all gone. Finally mommy got up and let
me lay there a while. Tammy came in a while later and got me
up and took me into the bathroom and gave me a bath. "Mommy
fed you didn't she?" Tammy said. "Yeah." I said. "I can tell.
You're sort of out of it." "Yeah." I said. "Ok squishy go to
your room and Ill put you in a nice comfy didee." Tammy said
as she swatted my naked bottom.
I laid there on the bed. Tammy came in and laid 2 cloth
diapers under me. She then put baby oil all over my hiney and
between my legs and rubbed it in. I couldn't help but smile. I
liked it. She then sprinkled me with power. Then she got up
and went to wash her hands. She then pulled the diaper up
firmly and pinned it into place. She then had me stand up as
she slid a pair of pink rubber pants with ruffles up my legs
and over my bulky diaper. She then gave me a hug. "There you
go baby. Now you wont need a change until morning."
We went out into the living room and watched TV with mommy and
daddy. Aunt Kathy and Amy came home from work and got there
showers and then joined us. I sat in Tammy's lap. She fed me a
bottle and burped me. Daddy came over and picked me up from
Tammy's lap and held me and rocked me and then sat back down
in his recliner. He put the foot rest up and leaned it back. I
laid there with my face on his shoulder. My legs ran over the
edge of the chair and my feet dangled. I laid there with my
arms by my sides. I drooled all over daddy's shirt. Daddy just
held me and rubbed my back. I felt my diaper get nice and warm
as I totally emptied my bladder. That was the last thing I
remembered before falling asleep.
The days went by as they had a habit of doing. Robert's
birthday came and his mom and dad got him a 4 string bass
guitar and an amp with 2 speakers in it. Robert rode up in
Emily's drive way one afternoon. We opened the garage door and
his dad and him unloaded the amp and the bass guitar. Robert's
dad hung around for a while and listened to us girls play.
Laura had wrote out a bass line for Robert. He did pretty well
too. "You all sound pretty good. You keep up the good work."
He said as he got back in his truck to go home. We closed the
garage door and then Robert turned up his amp and rattled the
aluminum garage door. Emily's mom came home from work. She
came in the garage and saw Robert had joined us. "Wow cool now
you have a bass player. Rock on kids." She said as she went
back into the house.
Later that night we ordered pizza and Robert and I decided to
take a walk. We walked all the way to his house and then back
to Emily's. Finally it was dark and we all had to go home. My
mom came and got Laura, Robert and I and dropped them off and
then took me home. I brought my guitar home with me because I
broke a string during practice towards the end. When I got
home I put a new E string on my guitar. Then mommy came in and
told me it was bed time. She changed me into a nice thick
cloth diaper and rubber pants. I immediately flooded the
diaper while she was pulling up the rubber pants. "Honey!"
mommy said. "Sowwy mommy, but I had to go pee pee." I said in
a babyish voice. "It's ok honey bunny." Mom said as she hugged
me. I crawled into my crib and mommy slid up the side rail and
locked it into place. We said our prayers and then she gave me
a good night kiss. I held Mr. Fluffy in my arms.
That night when I fell asleep I had a dream that our band was
really famous and we were playing at a concert and it was a
lot of fun. In the dream I heard some music in my mind. I woke
up later that morning early and wrote some of it down. When
mommy came in to wake us up she saw me at my desk with a
flashlight. I didn't want to turn on the main light because it
would wake Teala. She woke Teala and diapered her and then she
came over to me. "What ya doing?" she asked. "Got some ideas
for a new song. I had a dream that we were in a concert last
night and I heard this really cool song in my head so I woke
up and am writing it. I've been up for an hour." I said. "Well
I bet your didees are squishy aren't they?" She said. "Yes
mommy my didee is very wettie." I said. "Well let momma change
your tinkle poopers and then we can have breakfast." She said
as I got up from the desk and then laid on the bed and let
mommy change me.
I decided not to take guitar lessons any more. I was learning
a lot of stuff on my own. So after my last lesson in April I
decided to quit. I also saved up some allowance money and got
a distortion pedal and a wah-wah pedal. I was starting to play
some lead parts on the guitar in the one song I had written.
We had about 5 songs that were pretty good now. Some of the
kids from school were going to have a party at the end of the
year and they said we could play. But we had to learn a lot
more then 5 songs though. What we did the rest of the time
before school was out was learn other people's songs instead
of taking time to write our own. Song writing was much more
time consuming then learning other songs.
By the time may came around I was one busy girl. I had exams
to study for, a concert to play in, and Tammy's graduation to
go to. The night of the concert we were all nervous. Finally
the time came for us to do our first live show. We kicked it
off with a couple faster songs that we had written. We then
played about 15 other songs and then ended with 3 slower ones
that we had written. The kids really loved us. We had finally
come up with a name for our band only a few weeks before this.
One day when Tammy and Kimmie went to the school to get their
pictures taken. Mommy and I and myself and Laura from a few
years ago rode down to the school. When they came out they
were shocked to see us. We all took a different way home then
usual. Then I sent Laura and Tiffany back in time. It was
really not surprising since I already knew about all this from
that one day when Laura and I played time machine in the
closet and stuff really happened. It was really weird being
the current me talking to 8 year old me. Anyway all was ok and
Tammy finally did realize now that I was serious about the
time machine stuff.
Later on Tammy went on her senior trip with her class on a
cruise. She got home and a few days later we went to her
graduation. Teala had been home schooling for the past couple
years so she got her diploma a few months earlier. Unlike
Tammy, Teala was not going to go to college right away. She
wasn't sure what she wanted to do. So she got a job and
planned on working for a year.
We were glad that school was out. Tammy and mom and dad went
up to the northern part of the state to check out the
university that Tammy wanted to go to. It was a big school and
Tammy was excited. Mom and dad were glad she was going to
college but wished she could be closer to home. They finally
got back the second week in June. We were going to fly to
Pennsylvania this year instead of driving. Daddy had a great
Christmas bonus last year and still had some money saved.
I was sitting on the porch swing one afternoon with Tammy and
mommy. Teala was at work and dad was busy in his office. We
just sat out there talking and stuff. "You know what's so
weird is that now that I'm graduated its just a weird feeling
ya know?" Tammy said. "Yeah I remember when I graduated." Mom
said. "Did they have your diploma on a stone tablet?" I said.
"No, they had scrolls back then." Tammy said as we both
laughed. "You two are awful." Mommy said as she laughed with
us. "You know what mommy?" "What honey?" "It's been like 5
years since I became a baby again. Remember it was back in may
when I was seven years old and in the second grade. "Wow honey
you're right. It has been a while now. It's hard to believe
it." Mom said. "Well girls, I'm going to go in and get dinner
started.' Mom said as she went inside.
Tammy and I sung on the sing as we just sat there. "I still
remember the first day when you became a baby. I came home
from school with daddy and you were wearing your diapers and
then mommy and daddy made you go poo in it and you cried and
then mommy put you in another one. I thought it was cute. I
was glad to have you as a baby again." Tammy said. "Yeah I
remember." I said. "You know, I think that's why we're so
close. I mean If I hadn't become a baby again, we may not have
spent as much time together the past few years." I said.
"Yeah, I mean you never know I guess." Tammy said. "Well let's
go in and see if we can help mommy." I said after a while. "Ok
I'm gonna go potty first. Do you need a diaper change?" she
asked as we walked in the door. "No, I'm fine." I said.
We sat down to dinner and said grace. We ate and then Tammy
bathed me. I talked on the phone with Emily and Laura on
three-way most of the evening until it was bed time. Mommy
tucked me in and said prayers with me. We talked for a little
bit while I lie in my crib. We talked about Tammy going away
for college and how I was sad. Mommy stayed with me for a
while until I felt better. I fell asleep with my pacifier in
my mouth and Mr. Fluffy in my arms.